because everybody deserves a break

 

people look funny when they cry
’cause they just can’t let it hide
typing into your little box
press the cry button
then it unlocks

- Something Is Sacred, Eels

 

I am not being emo. I just need a hiatus. For an indefinite amount of time. Knowing how fickle minded I am, you guys can only guess. No, I’m not developing an avoidant personality disorder. My social life is still…well alive.

But there’s something about submitting myself to solitary confinement that sounds appealing, and to some extent therapeutic. In Greta Garbo’s words, “I vont to be alone” (or let alone, whichever side of the debate you’re at).

Focus.

My SELF is scattered in a thousand directions, and no, I’m not talking about the power struggle of my Id, Ego and Superego. I need time to re-group.

image creds:

release by maryarianne

To Turn Back The Hands Of Time

I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I’m with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain
Everytime I hear your name

Sometimes, it does not help when you’re sorry. Sitting still and wishing will get you nowhere. If there’s one thing I learned from this experience, it’s to treasure every person that comes along your way.

I want to go back, and change the if-only. If there was a way back to your heart I would find it. But you have closed your doors on me forever.

Maybe, you’re thinking it’s better this way. Since I was so good at “dumping” you, and you’ve managed to live fine without me, a hurt-free life, we’re better off erasing each other from memory.

Have I ever told you how sorry I was?

How I have thought of you for the past four years that we’re apart, and hoping to be with you again?

Is it so hard to believe that I do care?

In Another Life

.my new look.

muahahaha…thanks Bone!
today

went for EMERGE

AWESOME

Laughed. Cried. Cheered.

INSPIRED

ANOINTED

TANK

SIDNEY MOHEDE

HO YEOW SUN

FIR

q @ 7:00 AM

Sweat Buckets.

I am on a 4 day Starbucks only fast

BOUGHT MY FIRST

MOLESKINE
(YAY-NESS!)

@ VIVO CITY

(got lost, saw Dannon and Grace)