WHO AM I NOW?
O, God
Who am I now?
Once, I was secure in familiar territory,
in my sense of belonging,
unquestioning in the norms of my culture,
the assumptions built into my language.
the values shared by my society.
But now you have called me out and away from home
and I do not know where you are leading
I am empty, unsure, uncomfortable
I have only a beckoning star to follow.
Journeying God,
Pitch your tent with mine
So that I may not become deterred
by hardness, strangeness, doubt.
Show me the movement I must make
Toward a wealth not dependent on possessions,
toward a wisdom not based on books
toward a strength not bolstered by might,
toward a God not confined to heaven
but scandalously earthed, poor, unrecognized…
Help me find myself
as I walk in other’s shoes
- Kate Compston
