I Won’t Leave You Orphaned

I need more time and space, for the better. Like bouncing back, somehow I feel like everything about me is artificial. Wait, that didn’t sound right. Let me rephrase that, I feel like opposite forces are warring within me. Which makes me confused and completely out of tune. You know how my mood swings are. I don’t feel like it’s me. Not me at all.

And this time, I need to make a choice. Making choices is usually painful for me. Because it stings, whatever I decide will have repercussions (hope I spelled that right).

So in my solitary seeking state, I will have to cease blogging for awhile. I will still be checking my email and all that, but blogging will have to be put on hold, because life matters need to be addressed.

Argh…everything is…PAUSED.

Here are a few blogs/sites which I go to almost daily. so you may want to check them out while waiting for me to come out of my cave:

Ragamuffinsoul : A worship pastor in the US, I love his videos! and his lovely wife blogs too! They have cute children.

One Little Word : A nice place to look at scrapbook layouts and stuff. I am inspired.

Ali Edwards : The first professional scrapbooker I ever read about.

Sabrina Ward Harrison: She made me interested in art, self-expression and journalling. I love her!

Lifehack.org: This is the productivity site for you. It has everything from GTD, advice to uni students and even problogging!

Daley Hake : He takes awesome pictures!

Basically that will keep you busy in the few days or so that I am off to war . I don’t have a clear picture of the outcome.

Yes, I’m keeping it inside of me, but how can anyone understand when I don’t even know how to make sense of it all. I am not talking cryptic, this is my heart, my life, my passion. And it’s time to really know for sure, or at least vaguely.

This leaves me with more questions than answers, but I’ll take that as progress…